Monday, January 31, 2011

Is it considered a failure?

I didn't cook dinner...shoot me! I accomplished a lot outside the house today yet never got around to cooking a real dinner. But I am one step ahead for tomorrow. I made the kids almond coconut muffins for breakfast! Yes, at 10:30 at night I made muffins for tomorrow's breakfast. Ay ya yi!

Here's aiming at crafting some greeting cards tomorrow!

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Day One- Success!

I did it. I cooked and slightly crafted today.

Let's start with the slight crafting. I knitted. 24 rows to be precise. Not much done in the way of scrapbooking or creating cards today. However I did find a local scrapbooking store which I intend on visiting this week or next week... probably next week. The positive side is all my photos from 2009 to present are all organized, along with the photos to be crafted into cards. Now my lazy but has to get off the couch and start scrapping this week!

I like to start with the negative and end with the positive. The cooking went fabulously! How could it not? I used a crock pot. The Greek Chicken with Orzo was so good that the kids ate it up before I remembered to put on the final touch, the feta cheese. My lovely husband, a self proclaimed foodie, commented that the addition of the feta cheese really brought out the Greek flavor (that was his second bowl). Since the whole family loved it so much, I forgot to take a picture of it! And now, all that is left is an empty crock pot waiting to be washed.

The second endeavor was Strawberry Cupcakes. Ab Fab Baby, Ab Fab!

A simple vanilla cupcake with a chunk of cream cheese and strawberry preserves. Topped with a homemade strawberry butter-cream frosting. A big hit with the hubby, kids and even my mother. I am not a big fan of butter-cream frosting myself, but adding the strawberry changed up the flavor for me, in a positive way.

Tomorrow is Monday, I have a ton of errands to do, causing me to be gone most of the day. Then A has indoor soccer practice at 5:30 to 6:30, after which I will be lugging A and G to a pre-PTO meeting because Big Daddy will be at work. So in short, I need a nice easy meal... grilled chicken in a light cabbage slaw perhaps?? Cabbage slaw including grated carrots, dried cranberries and perhaps some sunflower seeds? We'll see tomorrow!

Saturday, January 29, 2011

That's It! I've had it!!!


Yes, sad but true. I am at my wits end! I injured my knee, or rather my knee injured me in mid-December. Since then I have been on crutches, in a bledsoe brace where my leg was locked in an extended position and now in a buttress brace using a cane. I have not worked since December 10Th and am awaiting surgery. I find out more exactly next Friday.


In that time though we have had 3 major snowstorms. Three, totaling 5 snow days for the kids. Include in that, almost 2 weeks off for Christmas Vacation. That equals MUCH MUCH MUCH family time. Which I should be thoroughly enjoying but... I am tired of Sponge Bob, House of Anubis and American Chopper. I am depressed because I am stuck in the house and there is currently another storm looming for Wednesday. I look outside and all I see is snow, snow and oh did I mention, more snow.

And did I mention I am not getting paid? Yes that is true. I have been able to work for the the past two weeks, but only in a light duty manner. However, due to the physical nature of my job as a nurse, my light duty status can not be accommodated. I have used up all my time between sick and vacation time and since I am able to work, I do not qualify for advanced sick leave and/or donated time from other employees.

So aside from crying, which I have been doing a lot of, I am "putting on my big girl panties and going to make lemonade out of lemons." Here's the plan. I'm going to go crazy. Oh wait, I already am. Never mind that. I am going to take an idea from the book and movie Julie and Julia. I am going to cook and craft through my injury.

What does that mean exactly? Well I have a great crock pot book and a great cupcake book. Since I love cupcakes and food from the crock pot, I will be cooking and baking up a storm. And because I truly have nothing better to do, I will be a fury of crafting. I love scrapbooking, but due to my busy work schedule and spending so much time in Haiti last year, I am REALLY behind. In addition to scrapbooking, I am picking up knitting (again). I only can do the knit stitch, so scarves and blankets it is!

So here we go. Tomorrow the plan is to have Greek Chicken and Orzo made in the crockpot with a side of Creamy Strawberry Cupcakes. Key word here is "plan". Hopefully I will get the laundry all done tonight and perhaps a scarf too. Here's to hoping!

Friday, August 20, 2010

Does it work?

Checking on the ability to blog from my phone and from.... Haiti!
That's right, the countdown begins! T minus 12 days!

An Emotional Roller-coaster

This week has been a tough one. Aside from issues at work and issues on the homefront, it is a somber week. Three years ago on August 19, my mother in law was found dead. The details are not for posting on a blog, however it was a shock.

As with any death, especially a sudden one, there are so many questions that are left unanswered. Every year I keep remembering the last conversation I had with her. It plays through in my mind like a bad movie that I can't stop. I feel guilt covering me like a blanket because she asked me to do something and I couldn't. Then I feel anger ripping the guilt blanket off and boiling my blood. Why you ask? The one and only time that I listened to my husband, was the one time my mother in law needed me, just me. I didn't help her. I never spoke to her again.

I often wonder what would have happened if I helped her out. Would that have changed anything? It's so hard to tell. We had been in a situation like that one previously and helped her to the best of our abilities (my husband and myself). But we were young, we could only do so much.

So in addition to the memories of my mother in law, work has been nuts! I know that something amazing must be happening because things are really crappy right now. I spent the better half of today in tears and frustrated. All I want to do is take a risk. Jump into the pool feet first. I want to follow my passion, yet I don't even know what it is. At this point I just want to run away and be somewhere new where I don't know anyone and I can reinvent myself...

An emotional roller coaster, such is my life, for now anyways

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Elephant you say? Why yes I do!

So here is my feeble attempt at blogging. I figure, everyone else is doing it, why not me? But what sets me apart from every other blogger around? Why should you read my blog, why should you care, why should you comment? I have no answer to any of those questions. I figured anyone who stopped on by to read would tell me!

I am a simple woman, have 2 kids, A (a 10 year old girl) and G (an 8 year old boy). I am a full time nurse and sometimes (ok many of the times), I feel like Hubby ( of 11 years) constitutes as another full time job!

What is my passion, you ask? What does a simple nurse living what one could call the "American Dream" have to write that should take up space on the internet? Try this one on for size. My passion is social justice, and I think I am a switched at birth Haitian child! Ok, so I was not switched at birth, and I am not of Haitian descent. But I do volunteer my time in Haiti, often working in mobile medical clinics.

Yes, I spent 1 month after the earthquake working in Haiti ( look for my book coming out through Blurb! Plug for myself!) and no, I did not go to Chile when I came back to help down there. I have a relationship, a connection if you will with people in Haiti. It is like my second home. I know that I can not change the world as a whole, so I am working one person at a time.

That being said, I will be sharing tidbits of my life in America, photos of it too, and thoughts and experiences on what is going on in the world today.

Why so much with the Elephant? You really want an explanation? Don't you want to leave a bit of mystery surrounding the title and Blog name? No, are you sure? Ok, I'll explain it. It's a quirky story, but I'm a quirky gal.

Growing up I was always one of the tall ones. You know those girls, tall and of course naturally athletic, perfect for basketball. Isn't that why God made me tall? To be the token black person in an all white town on their basketball team? Perhaps due to my darker hue or maybe it was because I ignored most of the ignorant adults, teachers did not think highly of me or my mental abilities. (Don't worry, this is not a Lisbeth Salander situation!) But I never forgot my formative years and what people said to me and about me. I think it was about middle school when my love for the elephant begun. For some reason I felt a kin to it. There it was, a big goofy thing that would be beat down in a circus and still perform beautifully! A gentle creature that carried it's baby for 2 years ( and we all think 9 months is bad!). To boot, a smart creature! One who never forgets. I aligned with the elephant.

Now that I am grown, I am a bit more wise and realize that people can say whatever but I do not need to accept what they label me as. Now I want a memory like an elephant, I want to remember each and every moment of life. Perhaps its that my kids are growing up. What better way to remember than to photograph each day? Maybe each day is a far stretch, but I am working on it! My camera and I are becoming very close, so close I would build it its own bed next to mine!

I think that is it in a nutshell....For now anyways. Tomorrow is another day